Leaving for the airport in 6 hours' time,
Leaving on a jetplane in about 8 hours' time.

Actually, I deleted her number from my mobile the day I typed on this blog
".... I've decided to get you out of my head. As soon as possible."
But it's ridiculous
Because her number is still stored
In my head
Like the way she looked when she first caught my eye
Like the way she looked when I saw her the second time
Like the way she looked when we first met
(which is also the first time I saw her without a drop of alcohol in my blood)
Like the way she smiles, the way she frowns, ........

I'm so doomed.