Sven,
Sometimes you can't leave things hanging for too long.
The choice to not decide is simply not a good decision in the long run.
Despite my ill temporary advice earlier on.
When all I wanted was to not hurt anyone, it got me nowhere.
Now the time has come,
For you to make one good decision -
One that you won't be kicking yourself for in future,
No matter how things eventually turn out in the end.
The Traumatic Past (otherwise known as TTP) will always leave us hiding in a shadow,
but how quickly we get out of the dark is really up to us.
Meanwhile, those who love us is hopefully there to lend a hand to warm the way.
Good luck.