Sven,
That's what buddies are for.
You are just kinda caught in the R-V situation I was in the last time.
Just remember,
Even when you have chosen not to decide,
You have still made a choice.

As for the girls,
I guess there should be some 'feel-good' factor to know that
Even if I can't be Prince Charming,
At least I can be the Dark Knight.
[notice the lack of charm hence a hidden face]
I'm getting so used to it maybe one day I will start enjoying it.