We all eat our words.
That's nothing new.
I just ate my very own words of not keeping in touch.
There are three lies I'm going to tell.
[1] You were never on my mind the past few days.
[2] I felt indifferent when I saw you yesterday.
[3] Fear of the ending is gonna keep me away.

Read quote from Babe Ruth yesterday :
Never let the fear of striking out get in your way.
I guess I was never much of a quitter,
And I have let fear and pride overtaken my heart.
But just when I decided that I am going to just go with my heart,
I received two messages that nearly crushed me.
Van was right when she told me,
Be very careful what you wish for.
It may just come true.

Funny thing is, life goes around in circles.
It seems like dancing -
Once you take a step forward, she takes a step back.
Beware, cos if you ever take a step back,
When you finally decide to be brave and step forward again,
She might have already left.