Notice:
Words like Damn, Fuck, Screw,and so on, act like punctuations.
i.e. they do not necessary express anger, depression, or other related emotions perceived.
e.g. Sven and I had a damn good time shopping for stuff. Rebecca is fucking chio.
Meanwhile, words like Friends, Love, Care, are suffering from depreciation on my index.

Getting super-sick of overused words in our daily lives,
But I think fuck is truly a very versatile word. (Ever heard the 'fuck' clip?)

Despite what's been going on,
I don't want to see myself as victimised (and I believe non of you think I was),
And I don't believe that I have victimised anyone.
since someone said, who wants to look like you?

Who would imagine that the refusal to look like another could cause such fuss?
If someone rejected the thought that we look similar,
And I believe we indeed look different, I will simply concur.
That's all there should be to it - why should there be more?

Didn't want to take some comments personally,
But how unpersonal should one view a blatant personal attack ?
It is difficult to see very direct and clear statements from another perspective.
( Ok Svenie, to you it's probably nothing compared to what you've got )
As much as I hate to admit, there is a barrage of stuff going on in me,
And I don't know how to tackle them when I can't specify wth they are.

It became clear that certain parts of the past are always conveniently erased.
Do suggest what I should think & how I should feel,
When the time spent together became the cause of the current impression.

What goes around comes around,
Perhaps a certain person whom I still love might read this out of concern,
Will be reminded of how hard it was when she tried to justify herself to me.
Perhaps the people who read this out of boredom will finally be pleased,
Now that it's being insinuated on someone's blog that I've got an ugly personality.
And maybe that's why ex-s can't keep in touch with me,
Be it an ex-girlfriend or ex-fling.

Realisation ? Enlightenment ?
We all learn something new everyday.

I have to stop writing all these long posts,
Before I bore everyone, including myself, to death.
And sometimes I think, I shouldn't have not give a fuck.