Nicole emailed and said she was here last week,
But left London 2 days ago! :(

Two years ago,
I fell in love with a girl over the internet.
When she had to leave me for the UK,
She wrote an email and said,
That I should just pretend that we met on a holiday,
And we had to part to go back to our own commitments.

Always thought I knew what she was trying to say,
The emotions she was trying to portray.
With my little recent summer crush that went that way,
The range of emotions and pain came crashing back.

Memories - seem so near, yet so far.
Is this Nostalgia,
Or Self-indulgence?