Thursday, October 02, 2003

Met Jia & her schoolmate for lunch.
LSE's canteen sucks.
I was happier with my sandwich,
Without doubts.

Met them & Karen after work,
Just for a walk around the Westend.
Today I wondered,
If I'm seeing them too much.
And I realise why some people,
Can spend a year abroad without knowing any locals.

Received a message from this girl,
Who was the first girl I truly loved.
(Yes Sven, it is not liking-alot-alot)
She holds the record for lotsa stuff,
Including the girl whom I wrote the most songs for,
And the girl whom held my heart for a long 4 years.
That's the longest I've loved someone,
At least for now.

She is still pretty much the same;
Saying all those things she said many years back ---
How she didn't know how she made an impact on my life,
How she is sorry she didn't treat me as well as she should,
[This bit was odd, because she wasn't obligated to be nice to me]
How she hopes I find someone special,
Who would give as much as I do.
I almost teared.
Sigh.

My greatest downfall,
Must be the softspot for all those I have loved.

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