The Europe backpacking trip with Ruth,
Was eventually called off.
No disappointments though.
I'm actually kinda relieved,
Cos this means I can concentrate fully,
On planning my own stuff.

Been doing quite abit of whining,
Especially to myself,
And often also to a half-asleep YT.
How unhealthy.
(The whining part!)
Let's hope this is the last blue post,
At least for this month.

Time & tide,
Waits for no man indeed.
It has been 9 years since I started writing lyrics,
And none has been sold!
The hope is diminishing,
With every grain of sand,
That runs through the neck of the sandglass.

What is worse ---
To stop writing,
Because you know no one would to sing your songs?
Or,
To write,
And have no one sing your songs?

Quarter-life crisis hits again.
And I am made wanderlust.