The long wait at the clinic,
Left me feeling extremely unsettled.
What an irony.

That fragile feeling carried on,
Infiltrating every aspect of today,
And every tiny cell in my body.

The hunger and deep desire,
For a conversation that I could feel excited by,
Left me deeply depressed for the rest of the day.
Suddenly it seems like there is this big holllow,
Which can find nothing to fill it, ever.

I'm such a wuss,
I oughta be ashamed.
When the sun rises,
Everything will be OK.

Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger.
Amen.