There are times you want something so bad,
You wonder how far you would give up,
Especially those you love.

I am often getting the feeling,
That I am living in two worlds,
Which should never collide,
For everyone to live in 'order'.
However,
I've been toying been the idea,
Of retreating from one of them,
Until the other has the capacity,
To accept me as what I really want to be.