No, I ain't in love.

Woke up at 2 am in the morning,
Unintentionally.

I really should get over this.
But I am seriously in like.
And it has been a really long time since I felt like that.

I had failed to get Nicole on the line,
During the coinciding waking hours on our continents,
And planned to wake up at 6 am to ring her instead.
The house phone was running low on battery though,
So at 2 am, it became a "now or never".

Cos I do want to speak to her,
Before she leaves for Cambodia.
And Thailand.

I heard the familiar voice again.
(Thank you, Lady Fate & Lady Luck.)
The words I wanted to say never came,
Perhaps because I felt disoriented by the rain,
Pouring down London outside the window.
She said it has been raging hot after I left CA.

So the plan is Missionary trip in Cambodia,
Then relief works in Thailand.
Not sure who she is joining yet.
I am worried, of course,
Despite having established all contacts I could for her.
The world can't lose a girl which such a big heart.

And by now,
I think everyone already knows,
I do love her.