I am a sucker for conversations that last.
I enjoy getting to know people -
Well at least those who might be worth knowing.
But I run the risk that when the process is disrupted,
I will be bugged by the feeling of loss.

I am looking for a break through in my thesis.
I was driven by my blind intention to be good,
Without realising earlier that this may not be enough.
So now I am struggling with coping with my initial faith.

This relationship I have with my thesis,
Is like a relationship with a memory.

Looking back,
I can still see where I came from.
But the route ahead,
It is invisible.

I am rambling, again.