Today, I feel lost, small and angry.

Mom's going for an operation tomorrow.

And up till now, I have:
No job,
Hence no money,
And hence no means to support her future needs.

I really hate the local welfare/health system.

Father has been acting strange lately,
And it makes me feel very uneasy.
I believe he is unhappy with me,
For not wanting to let him use my name,
To make a joint purchase of a new flat.

I figured that within two weeks,
If I don't find a design job that fits what I want,
Then I will just get the highest paying job I can find.
One option is to become a property agent.

Yeah baby, selling out should be extreme.

But before that,
If anyone has something for me,
Leave me a message.