I thought what I needed,
Was to figure what I want at the end of the day,
In order to establish my expectations,
And the dynamics of our relationship.
(Because you certainly always knew what you wanted,
So that is the least of my worries.)

But the reality is that,
I don't even know if there is anything left,
For me to figure out at all.

Afterall, I am known to be too trusting...