Laughter of the day,
Came from this email.



Initially I thought the email,
Was sent out just to warn people about the conman,
(Isn't there a better term? Like, snatch-thief?)
And for people to stay alert and stuff,
But it seems like the school is actually telling people,
Precise behavioural instructions,
Of how to avoid such incidents.

One possibility of why people are getting colder,
Seems to be plainly obvious from this email.
If I ever need to use someone else's mobile phone,
For some urgent purpose,
I will know the precise reason,
Why people remain selfish and indifferent.

+1
The collaboration with the two guys,
Have been going rather well.
We submitted three design proposals,
All of which we all had some input.
After the client has selected one concept,
We generated another 3 options,
Squeezing all that they wanted into the small area.

+2
After YT told me that NSA is a sweatshop,
I have decided not to go for the interview.
It feels a little like dangling on tight rope,
When one has only a freelance job to rely on.
Worse still, we have not signed the contract.

+3
Over the last few days,
I was kidnapped twice to the ulu west,
Both with different rates of success,
But each time I was a willing victim.
:]

I know I will miss our good times together when this ends.

-1
It turned out that Mom's operation earlier,
Was a success with a hiccup.
Due to some miscalculations,
Thanks to a member of her operation team,
The surgeon has missed out on the infected tissues,
By a distance of 2mm,
Resulting in Mom having to go for another operation,
Early tomorrow morning.
Porra...

Yesterday.

The op seemed to have gone rather well.
Though she was grey when they pushed her out of the OT,
Her natural colours came back rather quickly,
Which was a huge relief.

The negotiations with a potiential client,
Went rather well in the afternoon.
Despite being paid below the market rate,
It is good that some money will be coming in.

QOH said I haven't looked so happy in a long time.
Her observations must have been accurate,
Cos it matches my mood chart in my new diary.

Thanks for being here, baby.

Today, I feel lost, small and angry.

Mom's going for an operation tomorrow.

And up till now, I have:
No job,
Hence no money,
And hence no means to support her future needs.

I really hate the local welfare/health system.

Father has been acting strange lately,
And it makes me feel very uneasy.
I believe he is unhappy with me,
For not wanting to let him use my name,
To make a joint purchase of a new flat.

I figured that within two weeks,
If I don't find a design job that fits what I want,
Then I will just get the highest paying job I can find.
One option is to become a property agent.

Yeah baby, selling out should be extreme.

But before that,
If anyone has something for me,
Leave me a message.

To the people with low EQ:
Please keep out of my way this week.

The health of the two women closest to my heart at the moment,
Would be my primary concern for the next few days.
:[

Have been feeling tired this week.
I wonder if it is because I am not used to waking up early,
Or that I get tired easily from waiting for news?

The URA Lighting Up Our City Centre exhibition,
Proved to be very interesting,
Especially in revising lighting design knowledge,
And how to phrase certain ideas.
The model showing the new developments in Marina,
Was rather exciting and yet disturbing,
Because the image I had in my mind,
Was of Singapore sinking from the weight,
Of the countless skyscapers squeezed onto this small island.

Are we losing breathing space?
Can I get out of here when I am older and desire peace?

The sort of morbid countdown,
Of the end of the exclusive dating,
Ended today with an extension.

Now for the exciting... *drumroll* ...
New Year Resolutions!

1) Get a good job, carve a career
2) Do happy things in a sian place like SG
3) Increase financial IQ
4) Increase savings
5) Travel to somewhere I haven't ventured to
6) Get a bike

History can kill.
I can't really change the past,
But I can, and I want to determine the future.

QOH ---
Whatever it is,
I am giving it my best shot,
So give some love, time and trust.

All the cars drive so fast
and the people are mean
And sometimes it's hard to find food
Let me into your world
I'll keep you warm and amused
All the things we can do in the rain

It is abit strange to post this now,
But perhaps it is good,
To make note of 'landmark events',
In case 30 years down the road,
I decide to reminisce.
(Even though I can't imagine being that old)

I have officially taken the decision 3 days ago,
To date exclusively until further notice.
And till further notice,
I will be skipping clubbing night outs.

Thank you for the attention.

PS:-
The further notice might actually come very soon.
As someone has once said in my face,
Maybe no one wants to commit to me.
Hmmmmmmmmm.

Fortunately,
The verdict was "还可以",
Instead of "不怎么样".

;]

Welcome to me, 2007.